We had a another infusion. Labs look great. Gary is doing good. This infusion was a little rough. The benadryl and tylenol wore off at the end of the infusion. He started crying and got those little red hives on his chest arms and back. The steroids are making him unpleasant. I got socked in the nose twice yesterday. What can you do.
This is the part I am surprised hasn't come sooner. The part where this whole thing isn't new to anybody. The part where everyone seems to go on with things. The part where it becomes normal. I don't want it to be the normal but it has too. It's amazing to me the emotions I go through STILL with all this. I still want to feel upset especially when things change or after an infusion. It's the part where you yourself to battle through. When life goes on. It feels like going to the doctor, and accidentally being left in the exam room.